I definitely hurt myself.
If love is a sweet torment, I can't be sure whether I'm enjoying it or not.
Maybe I must let my logic leads my acts, not my heart does.
I've cried some times for this case.
And I don't want this friendship to be broken, just because of me.
I never want it happen.
I don't know which one is better: loving you or leaving you.
I must ask God; He's all The Knower.
But I know, one song remains in my mind, in every single 'this' case.
"But it's time to face the truth.
I will never be with you..."
_James Blunt - You're Beautiful_