I wake up, wishing all the pain were left behind.
I don't know since when my dreams are better then my reality.
I'm afraid to fall, I'm afraid to be hurted.
I close my eyes, hoping all the sickness will disappear.
I don't know since when our memories are linger in my mind.
I'm afraid to love, I'm afraid to trust.
It's really hard to convince my mind that I can move on.
Persuade myself to face the world all alone.
So when I can live without you, please don't come back at all.
'Cause I don't want to be your playground.
It's enough, I'm tired of being played by you.
It's enough, stop wounding me all along.
It's enough, how dare you always keep me down?